The Truth Behind Being a Bridezilla

When I say that I'm a planner, I tell you I AM A PLANNER. I had my venue booked on the day that I got engaged... true story. I have spreadsheets for vendors and invite lists and budget etc. etc. etc. Planning a wedding + LISTS. When I hear brides say how they don't know how they're going to pick all of the different vendors for their weddings or that they don't know all of the different factors that go into a wedding I. Just. Can't. Relate. So instead of asking for help when it comes to choosing all of my vendors and all of the small decisions such, I have needed to ask myself for help to CHILL. I have been planning my wedding since I was 5 after all and not in the metaphorical kind of way that most people say, I was 5 and like hi I want peonies. So I have listed the top 5 things that I'm worried about when it comes to the day of my wedding

 

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  1. I want everyone to have a good time
  2. I want to look perfect
  3. I don't want to look back on this day and think I wish I could have changed this is and this
  4. I want to look at the pictures and not hate the way I look
  5. I want not one bad ounce of bad energy in the room.

 

....oh wait. I worried about a lot of things I can't control? Cool. So instead of worrying about all of these things, I'm realizing I just need to let GO of control and instead focus on what is important, the love my fiancé have for each other. So what if I'm 10 pounds heavier than I want to be or if people don't like the appetizers. What matters if that I am marrying the love of my life, so at the end of the day that is all that matters. 

P.S I will try to stop binge-ordering custom wedding gifts on Etsy and scrolling through Pinterest at 2 am